That last post seemed miserable...and I am, but I couldn't rest without adding how grateful for I am for the MANY abundant blessings that are also in my life. Even though my days have changed drastically...I see beauty in each day. Though I lay in bed constantly... I am blessed to hear my girls giggling, I can read the kind cards and mail I receive, I feel the Savior's arms around me in comfort, I can see the sun through the windows... I am grateful for the many hands and hearts that work and pray tirelessly in my behalf...
I am very blessed!
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Shanda, sending you hugs, prayers, and love! You're amazing at still finding the good in what is probably the hardest thing you've ever done. This quote is so true and you are doing it! Keep up the fight, you're awesome! "What is it that is so powerful about worship as we face attacks in our
lives?Our battles are won when we realize that no matter how great the
enemy seems,no matter what is thrown our way,no matter how ferocious the
attack seems to be-God is greater.If you can praise God in the midst of
the crisis-you have won.God will... fight for you. AND IF GOD IS FOR US WHO CAN BE AGAINST US?" -Pastor Scott McKinney-
Shanda,
You are always in our thoughts and prayers. We are sending our love to you and your family.
Shanda, I can no longer sing most of the Sacrament hymns because I am choked up thinking of you and your increcible life and all you have done and all you still need to accomplish. Our local news channel today was doing a writing entry one a woman who you think is incredible and why, YOU are the first person who popped into my mind. Shanda you ALWAYS see the light and good in every situation and are such an incredible example in so many ways to so many people. Watch out world! When you are better-no one is going to be able to slow you down, and you will get better, we are all cheering for you and praying for you daily:)
It broke my heart to talk to you on Sunday, but I also know that in your moments of total despair, YOU know that Savior loves and guides you. Never, not for one second, are you left without that. Lots of hugs and thoughts and wishes that I could do something more...
You know, sometimes you just need to vent and when that venting is done, you feel a little lighter and are able to see the brighter side. I'm sorry for what you are going through and will pray for you and your family. The few times I have been around you were memorable and that's because of your spirit and great personality. What an example you are. Thanks for sharing all this personal stuff. It really makes me think about my life. I hope things get better real quick for you. Please let me know how I can help.
I don't know if you even remember us, but Lance and I just read through the last 3 months of your blog and we wanted to know we will be praying for you. We have only the best memories of you and your family and really will have our thoughts turned to you. We send our love and know that the Lord will strengthen you through our prayers.
Oh Shanda, I'm so sorry to hear how awful the chemo is! We continue to pray for you always. Can I come over & help out at your house at all...cooking, cleaning, playing with your girls??
I don't even know what to say to you. Honestly. You are amazing and very courageous. We are praying for you too.
Also, on a lighter note, my sister just sent me some light hearted, delightful books. Would you be interested if I sent them to you? If so email me your address! I would love to brighten one of you days...
Hey Shanda! I'm sorry your having such a hard time with your chemo. doesn't sound fair or right. I am sorry you have to go thru this. I pray for you often and am trying to live a better life. You are beautiful, in side and out. Larry set the bar when marry you! I'd love to come and visit you. Please get better fast! YOu've got the POWER and the will and determination! Love you! (how's that for a pep talk! LOL!)
Shanda,
For as awful as it sounds I am quite certain you still aren't telling us how truly horrible it is. I know you are doing your best to be strong and brave but please know that it's okay to have horrible days and not have to pretend it's okay. I've never met anyone with such a positive outlook on life and such strong character and faith. I will continue to think those things no matter what. I hope things start to get better and that they find some answers to your pain. I know that prayer is powerful, I might not be able to take away your pain but I will pray that you will continue to have the amazing strength you have in order to cope with it. If you need something to take your mind off things, try listening to the audio book Hunger Games, it's fun and easy like Twilight.
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