I am still in the hospital, and hope to be able to go home soon. I will be going home with IV antibiotics and a wound vac and will require home health to come out quite a bit to change the dressings, etc.
I am struggling with this surgery and hospitalization. For the others, I knew I was doing it for a great cause...fighing cancer. I was inspired by the wonderful life that I still want to lead and by my great desire to raise my children. Every pain I felt and hard thing I encountered was just a hurdle in the way of my goal.
I guess this one is technically another hurdle, I am just struggling with it because I am no longer fighting cancer. I am here because of a Dr.'s mistake...and something about that makes this hospitalization much harder. I was admitted a week ago...and each day has been painful for several different reasons.
I wish I could suspend my blog and allow no readers until things are going better.(because I hate being/feeling so negative) I can't wait to be able to share stories of cherished time spent with my kids or of me feeling better and enjoying my new lease on life. Thanks for bearing with me. This too shall pass...